Where Is My Ambition?

I do not find myself ambitious, others might say I am, which I doubt. If they did I would respond with that I am for the things I enjoy, such as my model kits and unlike english class. I do not believe that I am a good writer, as that is my excuse for procrastinating this blog till the day it was due. At the same time instead of trying to get better, I play video games and waste even more time. I view ambition, alone, as if it is motivation. Sometimes I am motivated by music and other times it becomes a distraction for me. I believe it is a very honorable thing to be respectful and trustful to other people and ideas. So I am motivated to be respectful and trustful.

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This may sound cold, but I do not respect or trust my younger brother. You ask why? Because I hate how he can lie about anything just so he doesn’t have to do any work, this includes school. When I was typing this my parents and my younger brother were arguing about how he is doing in school. My parents ask “I asked you about E Learning, here you are missing an E Learning?” My brother responds “But I did not have my computer because it was getting worked on.” And when he gets defeated, he normally mumbles under his breath, getting in more trouble and making things worse.

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I am out of ideas that I can type about and still be related to the topic, so I will expand on what I believe I am ambitious about. That being the model kits mentioned above, along with radio control vehicles. I wish to expand by getting a computer, new radio control airplane, start with radio control boats, or continue with radio control cars. Yet at the same time I need to budget for things more important like my own car or the trips I take.

 

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